Tuesday, August 17, 2010

A rainy night with Jacob

By Sai

Tonight is the most remarkable and most memorable night I ever had for the past three months. With great pain comes great joy. Tonight I spent quality time with Jacob.

Jacob is my officemate. He’s cute. He’s young and he’s definitely my crush (blush). Jacob is a great guy. He’s not the ordinary bass guitar player who just loves to either get drunk or get wild with the girls. I have so much respect for him.

My heart always falls for either a musician or a dancer. Jacob’s a musician. It has always been my patter to fall for guys who’s a great singer or a great dancer. They somehow fill some spaces in my life. Jacob is God-fearing and I really admire him for that. I have high respects for him (Oh no, did I just say that twice?)

Thanks to the rain I got some time to spend walking with Jacob. He’s got great body too and as human as I am I drool over his beautiful shoulders, long hair, nice smile and his gorgeous eyes. He’s a gentleman. He holds the umbrella for me. I know that’s not a big deal but just him being him makes me shiver.

I always take a glance of him when he’s most unaware of. I’m not trying to be her lady. Please don’t get me wrong. He has a girlfriend somewhere in Dubai and I respect that. I just acknowledge this feeling that I thought I’d never felt again – the feeling of liking somebody.

My heart was badly broken, I admit and liking someone makes me busy. I like many guys. I adore a specific quality. I adore their unique existence. I just wish that somehow someone will adore my unique existence too. I’m getting there. I know someday I’ll be happy to. I’ll be the happiest woman in the whole wide Milky Way Galaxy!

Jacob, you inspire me. Thank you for being you. Thank you for making my knees shake and for making my heart beat faster. Gosh! I like you but you’re already taken hahahaha. Oh well, I feel so in love tonight. Tomorrow is another day. I’m hoping for another great day with you! I wish I can hold your hands :)

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